Monday, March 26, 2007
wow, what an eye opener. what a weekend. i really need to stop doing things just for credit and do them in the eyes of God instead knowing that he knows what went into things and He will appreciate it. I need to stop looking for recognition. and I need to stop relying on the people who i thought i could depend on.
haha, thanks mike and kayce! :)
9:13 AM
Monday, March 19, 2007
im no longer special to the world. im not a unique person. I don't stand out. i don't feel like anyone cares significantly about me anymore. what am i now?
10:09 PM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
let's revive this! after 3/4 of a year of non blogging, i have to say i do miss it! broadcasting to the world what i do everyday was sorta fun! although posts will now be more mature and meaningful. haha, maybe not.
Im feeling very emo lately. Just a surreal feeling of overwhelming burdens that i feel i have to take care of but i don't know where to start. Just too much to think about, too much to endure and too much to do is enough to drive me insane! Plus this side thought of learning how to trust. I really don't know how to trust anymore. It's been shattered once and i'm finding it hard to just let go. weird.... trusting GOD seems like an impossible task.
anyways, welcome back blog!
8:17 PM