Monday, March 29, 2004
monday.. ewww.... i hate mondays although i had an extreme surge of energy this morning in school.. not unusual.. school is way to monotonous for me now... everyday is the same old thing.. doing nothing in comp... doing useless stuff in anthro, going out for spare, frantically trying to understand math questions, chitchattering in english and falling asleep in law... the other three are the only ones that I can actually bear... someone needs to change the structure of school before i fall asleep in every class!!!
~ sooo confused about the future... do i want to do a summer program at cambridge or washington? or do i want to do an internship, or do i want to have a summer job in toronto.. plus.. am I going to dorm in university or stay with my mom, where do i want to go for university? stay in canada? US? England??? sooo conflated it stresses me out... at this point.. im leaving it up to God... gonna pray about it instead of worry my head off trying to figure it out..
~ lost an earring.. oh what to do
~ daddy comes in 4 days and I'm scared that he's not going to be too happy with my skating although I feel I have improved a lot and I am very satisfied with my progress
~ Cecilia is with God now.... Please pray for her family and friends as they go through this loss together...
~ Pray for John Lee's family too... although his Dad is with God, the loss of a loved one is hard to bear....
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