Saturday, July 31, 2004
i feel as though everything is going wrong with me... skating isn't working, at least for this week and that's pretty much my life now... saw something yesterday that ruined my whole day... couldn't skate well after, i was so down. I feel as though i did something wrong and im getting punished for it. First my junior test, then skating horribly, then.... meh whatever... i hope things brighten up soon..
went to aritzia and splurged on a tank top for myself.. i deserve it, i also got lotsa fries and a big cup of ice cream.. somehow, ice cream is a temporary relief from stuff... i can't wait till skating is over for me.. i really can't stand it anymore.. i suck too much to get anywhere in it now...maybe it's my attitude.. meh.. whatever...
fate plays with your mind... it leads you into believing something then it takes its own twist and goes the complete opposite direction.. I guess I saw it coming.. maybe that's why im not as upset as my friends expected.. whatever... im taking polly's theory.. save it for the right one...
moving on.....
12:39 PM