Tuesday, September 21, 2004
same hard to deal with feelings... i simply cannot stand skating anymore.. i don't enjoy it.. i don't have fun... reality has sunk in that i'm not going anywhere with it so what's the point of skating.. there really isn't any.. its just a waste of time and money..
HINDI KO NA KAYA!!!!!!! I wanna just break free of this non-escaping heck of a sport that has no meaning to me anymore... i shouldn't be in a sport that makes me cry.. I shouldn't slave and work soo hard on something that I don't enjoy and exerting that much effort only to cry about is not worth it. Test is looming over me yet there is really no point to it... I'm not confident when I jump, I pop excessively, and I just don't skate well anymore... Im starting to get
Laos!
hindi ko na talaga kaya, kakainis! Si mama, parati galit ba sa akin kahit na wala naman ako na gawa!
What am i supposed to do? Should I just quit?
Tracy, i miss them!!!
*praying for you an ocean away
10:42 PM