Saturday, February 26, 2005
today is officially my slacking off day.. i am starting to feel the horrendous effects of procrastination and sadly, I will suffer. Whatever option I take, i will suffer. GAR!! well, yesterday was pure bliss. we got our report cards back and although I was happy, i was restricted from spreading my joy since someone decided to ruin everyone. Its not right! the moral centre of the universe has been disrupted! (i will quote the OC). Hopefully things would look better for all you who have been affected by this unnesscessary act. Let's see how powerful Mrs. Smith really is.. lol... anyways... so battle of the bands was yesterday and that was definitely the highlight of my day. I was the ticket master so I took the tickets from people and got to handle money.. lol.. made me feel like I was needed and I wasn't a useless person. lol.. was able to spend time with a whole lot of people last night too!!! I loved how everyone was pretty much bonding with everyone. well, the gr. 11 band was AMAZING!!! everyone just bonded well and seriously, Mr. vernon was right, clearly the best band of pca! lol... you guys have something going on there and don't let it go! it could be something!!! and jerome!! MAHAL KITA!!!! lol... you ROCKED!!! KAW ANG IDOL KO!!!! lol!!! jerome was a star!! mike's band was just flawless if i could say that... you guys blew us all away! lol... it was awesome and im glad you guys won... anyways... the funniest part was to hear christian yelling into the mike!! *i have it on tape!!! * and to see brii just give up on drummin in that really fast song was hilarious too! *got it on tape too!* anyways.. that's battle of the bands...
this morning, i slacked off and skipped calculus. I went to heidi's. that was fun!!! i cannot believe I sat through a hilary duff film. but Oliver James is HOT HOT HOT!!! lol... soo many lame and cheesy parts and I seriously think I don't have a heart! i was laughing when deb and lukca were crying... omg.. Karen is honestly the weirdest kid I know. She was laughing for a good 10 mins straight.. it even went into the silent laugh where she just sat there shaking!! it was hilarious!!!Karen.. you seriously are a weirdo... anyways... the fun fact of the day is...
Heidi sleeps with her yearbooks beside her!!!!" its quite sad... wayyy too much yb pride! lol... anyways... so me, tim, heidi and karen just started gossiping for the last hour. that was funn how we all compacted our stories into a minuscale version.. lol!!! anyways..
after heidis, i went to the library and got some books for ENG.. I am seriously screwed for it!!! BUt I WILL GET DONE!! I VOW TO GET DONE!!! i will not conform to the skippers.. lol..and that is what i have been doing all afternoon, eng.. how sad... my weekend plans are ruined.. OH WELL!!! now the question is.. to nap or not to nap? With sleep, perchance to dream and what dreams may come? Shall I risk it? Shall I risk the fact that my diligent work shall be of neglect? okay.. talking like Shakespeare totally isn't working... tata for now!!!
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to you (you know who you are):
I'm sorry for the way I've acted recently. I'm sorry if you feel as if I havn't been talking or I havn't cared. I do. Just take into consideration the fact that I do have work to do. I am not ignoring you or anything, I just have to prioritize my work. I have to give time to myself as well. I can't spend that much time with you although you think Im doing it on purpose. I still have to have my alone time as well. Don't think that we're gonna lose everything just like that. You know too much about me for me to just let it drift. We'll always be the same okay? next time you doubt, just have faith. You should know me well enough to know how much the friendship really is worth. Stop doubting, and stop over analyzing. Whatever your fear is probably isn't true or it probably won't come true. Just remember that I am my own person too and I have to have some time by myself to do my own thing. I need to lead a separate life from everyone as well. I can't let you in on everything. And I really need to do work. I don't leave you out intentionally. I'm sorry for the way i've acted. Don't let this happen again k?
love aiv
10:31 PM