Tuesday, March 15, 2005

is there an unbalance in the great chain of being? for some reason, all the stars did not align in the right way for me today! everything just got worse as the day progressed.. for starters... I woke up with a horrible back pain. I was dead tired and in dire need of an extra hour or so... but i woke up anyways. Woke up to an empty apartment as my mom left early without saying goodbye. Then i was just so dead this morning. skating was crap. didn't do squat as i was in pain and tired. I fell on the stupidest things like a double toe and my jumps were all off! great... lesson with akong wasn't the greatest either as i didn't have a brain and i couldn't comprehend what he was saying. great... then i drove all the way to fmp to find these chinese ribbons and fans and no store had it. was gonna try pacific mall after with polly then i got stuck in rush hour and i got pissed off. oh.. and parking in fmp, i almost got into a fight with this guy in a driving school. I was driving into a spot where both the front and back ends were free. My car was clearly in the middle of the front lane that i wanted when this chinese guy pulled up. he wanted my spot but i was clearly in it! when i didn't move he got pissed and started waving his hands. then he drove off! i got soo pissed and i wouldn't move.. w/e... then rush hour on the way back was brutal! waited for polly's mom then i drove my mom and aunt to the accountant. while driving, i encountered an splinting stomach ache and i wanted to hurl. it was terrible. the drive was brutal coz i had to drive 10 times slower than usual with my mom in the car, plus i had a stomach ache, and my mom was busy talking to me... gar.. couldn't concentrate on anything! then we went to the apartment and i needed to pee.

I went into the washroom and I peed. after i was done, i was gonna go out but the door didn't budge!!! i fricken got stuck in the washroom for half an hour!!!thank goodness i brought my phone and car keys. I called my mom who was like 2 secs from the washroom and asked her to get me out. they couldn't open the door either! i started hyperventilating. then i calmed down. they shoved a screwdriver underneath the door and we unscrewed the door knob and screwed it in again over and over agian to no avail. then the called the security to help and they couldn't do anything... i was panicked. my mom was laughing at first then she got concerned. and she couldn't go home since i had the car keys with me. i was seriously thinking that i was going to be the old lady who lived in the washroom. I was thinking how they would shove food to me and drinks and what i would do when all the tissue and soap was gone. i was honestly scared. they finally called a mechanic to come and fix it and i got out. that was definitely the cherry on top of a great day.

but it got worse, as i was driving out of the parking lot, i obviously wasn't thinking straight having to go through that ordeal. So i was driving out and i met a dead end so i had to reverse. i looked behind and there was a huge empty space with no cars so i decided to back into it and drive out. but i wasn't paying attention as i was stillt hinking about the washroom. so i pressed the gas and hit the one car that wasn't in the empty space. bumper to bumper! GREAT!!! everything just went wrong for me today eh? the one car!!! there was only one car and i manage to hit it!!! in such a huge space!!! so naturally, my mom started yelling at me the whole ride back and my aunt started criticizing how i go out too much..w/e... but that offended me so i started getting pissed off again.. then as i was changing lanes, cars were honking and stuff. when i got home, the poeple who were supposed to visit the apartment ditched, my piano teacher called, and i got a hunk of work i have to do from my mom on top of all the schoolwork that ir ealized i havn't started!!!! did i do something to deserve today??? did i disrupt the center of the universe??? boy am i glad today is over....
9:29 PM