Wednesday, January 18, 2006
cleaning up my room, i encountered some things that put my mind into a frenzy of memories, of how things used to be. I was plunged into a pool full of regret and remorse over things I could've done differently or things I could've handled better. Yeah life is good now, freedom in university and what not. Relationships are good and I have someone who loves and cares for me deeply allowing me to feel a love I've never experienced before. Yet there was once this satisfaction that came from a different kind of care. I guess I just miss that fulfillment. That encouragement, inspiration, motivation, and spiritual growth that I was able to get. Iano, nothing I can do about it now I guess. Nothing.
Some verses that just mean a lot to me:
Philippians 4:8
- Finally, brothers, what is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable - if anything is excellent or praiseworth- think about such things.
1 Corinthians 13:4-7
- Love is patient, Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes and always perseveres.
Ephesians 5:1-2
- Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.
Matthew 11:28
- Come to me all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest.
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the remains of my car:
10:50 PM
cleaning up my room, i encountered some things that put my mind into a frenzy of memories, of how things used to be. I was plunged into a pool full of regret and remorse over things I could've done differently or things I could've handled better. Yeah life is good now, freedom in university and what not. Relationships are good and I have someone who loves and cares for me deeply allowing me to feel a love I've never experienced before. Yet there was once this satisfaction that came from a different kind of care. I guess I just miss that fulfillment. That encouragement, inspiration, motivation, and spiritual growth that I was able to get. Iano, nothing I can do about it now I guess. Nothing.
Some verses that just mean a lot to me:
Philippians 4:8
- Finally, brothers, what is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable - if anything is excellent or praiseworth- think about such things.
1 Corinthians 13:4-7
- Love is patient, Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes and always perseveres.
Ephesians 5:1-2
- Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.
Matthew 11:28
- Come to me all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest.
______________________
the remains of my car:
10:50 PM