Sunday, June 18, 2006
i feel like im losing the one that I love most. over what? my inhibited consciousness? my overwhelming insecuredness that i can't seem to get over? getting my life back is a lot harder than i could ever imagine and its taking a toll on me and him. sometimes i feel like we can't even recover. then what? is it over? all that... over? i refuse to accept it.. but sometimes reality hits me like a punch in the face. and the truth of the matter is, i don't think im ready for it. even though it will inevitably happen.
5:33 PM